I just need to VENT

Hillary
FUCK miscarriages. 
Fuck the soul-crushing disappointment and the shame and the guilt and the worry and the sadness and the anger and the complete lack of understanding from society.
FUCK getting sucked back into the cycle of trying and the hope and anticipation and the peeing on SO many sticks and the over-analyzing every little feeling hoping it's a pregnancy symptom, only to have that ugly red bitch come and ruin the party. 
And FUCK the sadness and the feeling of failure and the resurgence of all those shitty feelings. Fuck this shit. Fuck fuck fuck.