My hubby and I have been trying for almost a year now and I just feel so let down that it's not happening. My best friend recently announced that they're expecting and my sister-in-law told us yesterday that they are too! I'm so excited for my friend and to be an Auntie (both my sisters are younger so it would be a while yet) but I feel so jealous and defeated that it's not our time yet. I just want to be happy for everyone around me and but I can't help but feel this way..I feel so selfish and ashamed.

Thanks for letting me vent.