Everything terrifies me. I’m so scared of failing my baby. He’s almost 2 weeks old and I’m just constantly feeling like I’m going to fail in so many ways.

For example I made the mistake today of overfeeding him breastmilk (we tried feeding from bottle for the first time) and he threw up after. Even that made me feel so guilty I could have cried.

I just want the best for him. I can’t stand when he’s unhappy or fussy. I’m SO scared of him getting sick or hurt and me not being able to make it better. I just want to know that I can protect him forever 😭