So after a loss in late April (our 3rd) we got pregnant immediately afterwards (unexpectedly) & today I got to hear his/her little heart just thumping away. I cried out of relief because we had a MMC at 10 weeks previously so I’ve been super anxious. I haven’t allowed myself to plan too much for February because part of me just expects us to lose it. Now finally at 12w3d I’m going to let myself enjoy this pregnancy from now on- plan & get excited. 💕🌈