We got into an argument over my attitude. I'm 14 weeks pregnant so to me it was stupid, you did this to me you knew it would happen. But he took it so far. Screaming in my face that its over. He grabbed his pot and grav and went to leave. I stood in front of the door because I wanted to talk to him because I honestly couldn't believe it escalated this far. He kept telling me to get out of his way and he didnt care what I had to say because he is done. His buddy (our roommate) tried coming in when he hear yelling and hit me in the back with the doorknob. It wasnt his fault he was trying to help. But then something I never expected happened. My fiance grabbed my arm and threw me out of the way of the door so he could leave. It's been hours since I left the house. Our roommate told me my fiance had come home, but he has not once checked on me. And I feel bruises on my arm and my back. I'm literally in my car in the middle of nowhere crying my eyes out because I don't want to go home to him but I have no where else to go.

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Update I never said he was the only one in the wrong. I just honestly couldn't believe it had gone that far. And my standing in front of the door only lasted a few minutes. It all happened really quickly. I'm just such a mess. Again never said he was the only one wrong here but I still dont want to go home to him. I was in an abusive relationship for many years and it took a lot for me to get out of it. I just don't want to do that to myself again. Not saying he is abusive but I think we need space. Or I at least do. Idk. I'm not even sure why I posted in the first place or why I'm validating myself. I guess just because I'm scared and lonely. Idk.