Help this mama with silly paranoia

Okay all! Baby number two 18w and 5d. Im going crazy feeling like I should feel more movement by now. I have been able to feel movement of some type as early as 13-14w but I feel like as big as he is now I should he feeling it constantly!? Am I just worrying myself? I can feel true movement not just flutters and light jabs. My son and husband have both felt the jabs beforw. Thoughts?!

Update: he must know mama needed some piece of mind, he definitely moved more all day and has been very active tonight, I could even see his movement on the outside a little tonight 💕💕