So about 3wks postpartum I was still crying like crazy and angry and feeling like a terrible mom and like I didn’t want to be a mom which is nuts bc I was more than ready for this. My husband and I both knew this wasn’t right so I saw my Dr and she prescribed me Zoloft. It didn’t get filled right away so another two days went by and by the time I got it from the pharmacy I thought I was feeling better like I had rounded a corner. So I didn’t start the medicine I just tucked it away to see how the next few days to a week went. Cut to now I am 5 weeks postpartum and while I am feeling better than I was at three weeks, I still wonder if I might have some mild postpartum depression. I have ups and downs. Some days we are rocking it but more days I feel behind and like I suck at this and have thoughts about hating being a mom and missing it being just my husband and I. I don’t know what to think about this because I love my baby to death and she means the world to me, I have no thoughts of hurting myself or her or anything even drastic like that. It’s just kind of these nagging subtle feelings of annoyance, frustration and like this whole thing sucks. I don’t know if this is typical new mom ups and downs or more along the ppd line. My husband says to just start the Zoloft as no harm in trying it but Im

Nervous id be treating something I don’t really have and that maybe this is just normal tired mom and adjustment feelings. What was your experience ladies?.