I’ve posted a couple times in here positive I had just had a miscarriage.

My hcg level when the bleeding started was actually 122,566 and my hcg level yesterday was 175,277. She said it didn’t go up like she would like but the fact that it went up is good. My bleeding has stopped for two days now (including today).

I know it’s good news but... I’m so scared. My ultrasound (which I had already scheduled before all this) is on Tuesday and she advised me to wait til then but to take it easy... it’s going to be the longest week of my life and I honestly don’t think I’ll be “ok” until I see the ultrasound and see that everything is good.

I feel so confused. So many emotions I can’t put together.