Shocked and full of joy

Aaliyah

When I found out I was pregnant with my rainbow baby I worried about what night happen.i lost my son due cervix opening and the hospital kept me wait for more than 6 hours before calling my ob.i just got the gender test yesterday and I'm having another boy.I feel I can make it to full trimester with my new ob.i dod get a cerclage put in to hold my cervix.however I'm worried it might happen at 19 weeks .I'm unsure how to feel is that normal.