Question for other bipolar people

Jessie • I'm 23 years old and work in a hotel. I've filled my house with an abundance of cute critters. I currently own 2 cats, 4 rats, a dog, 3 tarantulas, a frog, a 40 gal fish tank, and a 150 gal salt water reef tank.

So I have this FWB that I've been sleeping with for a few months now. He knows I'm bipolar and is pretty good at handling my swings. Well I'm full blown manic right now. It's probably one of the worst manic episodes I've had in years. And all of the sudden I realized I think I might be having "feelings" for him. My worry is that maybe it's not real and it's just me being manic. I can't say I've ever had that happen before, but is it possible? If not, maybe I didn't notice while I was depressed and now that I'm feeling things again I'm noticing it?