So we’ve been together for about 4 months. In the beginning, I didn’t put a lot of pressure on to make me orgasm. I could tell it was frustrating him so I just put the focus on him. There were a few times that I used a vibrator during. He didn’t like it but he never refused to let me use it. Around a month ago he made me orgasm. I’ve done it again a few time since. Some days he really puts that effort in and some days I feel like I have to nag to get it done. I’m not expecting it every time. I would just like it to happen fairly often. He also has only given me oral a few times. He said that the taste is weird. I’m just really stuck. I feel like we are at the point where he need to decide if he can suffer to satisfy me. The taste of cum disgusts me. I almost threw up the other day. But I did it because I really wanted to please him.

So I don’t know how to get my point across

I really hope that this isn’t a dealbreaker. He really is my best friend and has stuck by me in all the recent life disasters I’ve had. I’ve been a bitch a lot and he’s been so patient so I really hope that our sex life doesn’t end things. But I’m just so frustrated