I always thought of my first time giving a BJ and my first time having someone going down on me as something terrifying or simply awkward at most. Last weekend I ended up in this dude’s car and honestly the experience was nothing like I pictured.

I have to say I was bored... I was sucking and bored lmao. I genuinely don’t know why since even though I thought of it as something scary, it was still something I wanted to do, and when he went down on me I literally felt NOTHING. Not in the sense that I have no sensibility, like I could feel him there but at the same time I couldn’t which was weird.

He also fingered me and it was like meh, I honestly thought this experience could’ve been more thrilling