I find out 2 days before father's day that we were expecting our first and hid it from him until father's day morning. He cried...he was finally going to be a daddy. I'm 37, he's 42 and we'd been trying for 2 years. At our first appt at 8 weeks I'll never forget the words..there's no heartbeat. We have to make a decision on how to expel your baby from your body. I'm SO bitter and angry, and I know I'll have very mixed emotions if we ever get a positive again, because TWO PINK LINES DOES NOT MEAN YOU ARE ACTUALLY GOING TO HAVE A BABY.