Does my boyfreind care?

Hi. I've had a lot of trouble in my life and I've had a big struggle through life and in my childhood I didn't really have one  (personal things you don't need to know about). I can only talk about it now and then because I have to feel like getting it off my chest other wise it gets me really down and I go into a fit of crying and I can't stop. I woke up at about 2 in the morning and couldn't sleep cause I was thinking about it I needed to speak to someone about it. My boyfreind who says he is always there when I need him no matter what 24/7 was asleep I felt like he was the only person I could speak to about it I started talking to him and about an hour later I stopped to see his opinion and see if he could help me. He was asleep (which I understand) and he woke up he asked me to speak about it and I couldn't I was upset. He then started saying nasty things and telling me to shut up. He called me an exaggerato
 r and told me I go on and on. He told me to speak about it again and I said I couldn't, he then wouldn't let me go asleep until I told him again. He said a proper boyfreind wouldn't listen or stay awake while I told him about stuff and that no one else would care. He said that I kept repeating myself and it became boring and I said the same thing over and over (which I never)  and he stayed awake for too long to listen and he didn't care. The stuff that has happened has scared me and changed my life and I feel like I can't talk to anyone else about it only him and now it seems he doesn't care ... Am I over reacting and was I mean waking him up,  or should he have  cared and listened