I don't know what to do, I am heartbroken my boyfriend is irresponsible and I'm irresponsible just I don't know what to do. I keep thinking about abortion it seems easier like running away why can a guy run but a woman can't? I don't know what to do and I need to decide fast every day I put off is another day my life changes, I would love a baby but how can I have a child I feel I will be depressed because of my relationship we had everything planned and the guy just freaked out. Baby wasn't planned but I wanted a baby in my heart just I know if I have a abortion I have a chance to walk away from a demon and enter a new beginning. I just don't know or can't decide I can't tell anymore where my life is going I wish God would send a Angel to speak to me.

What's important in life?

I thought father's are important almost like it's not worth giving a baby life. I believe in two parents. This is my main motivation to terminate the pregnancy the father his weakness makes me think children born from single parents have no role model to stay married maybe they should do a statistic but his father left him now he's trying to do it so how will my baby be I'm sorry to all the single mom if you know any son from a single mom who is not a mother's boy and moved out and married 15 years than I think I have heart for them but I do believe children born in traditional families look for the same long term relationship.

Psychologist say parents are important.

I'm just so lost I don't know what to do