My fiance and i are 3 years apart we've known each for about 10 years and have been together for 2. We had a really rough start of our relationship because my family didn't approve because of the age so we always talked otp. Well me and my mom and my 4 siblings lived with my grandparents and my older cousin, my mom hasn't dated in 6 years and one day she started talking to this guy Danny. He was in rehab it's none of my business cuz it's my moms life so what, but when my mom was dating it was like she had a mental breakdown and had a bunch if guys coming in and out if the apartment well one of those guys did really bad things to me and my sister so it kinda scared me that she was talking to a guy. They knew each other in high school and he was a bad guy then and she just kept telling us people change....well sometimes it's not a good change and he ended up moving in with us. He was actually pretty cool at first I liked him he was great I actually started calling him dad and that's a big step for me. One night I heard my mom crying and I went to go see if she was okay and Danny was on the floor....not breathing, lips purple and I started to freak out because my cousin I mentioned earlier had recently past away and I found her not waking up....and I didn't know what to do and my mom had me call an ambulance. Turns out he overdosed on heroin and they had to do that shot thing I can't ever remember the name of it. And he refused to go to rehab so everything goes back to normal. And Danny just gets worse selling/buying drugs my mom stole my adderall for him to sell and ended up doing horrible in school I skipped school everyday I had no motivation because of it, before she took all my adderall I had straight A's for the first time and I was so proud of myself.....my grandparents end up kicking us out and we go to my older sisters fiance's parents house. We all stayed in a tiny ass basement and I decided to go to my dads as much as I could and my dad isnt even a dad, more like a best friend. He let my boyfriend I mention in the beginning come over all the time and of course we took advantage of that and have sex all the time. Well I got pregnant after like 6 months of being there with him and my dad let's my boyfriend live with him. My mom was furious I was pregnant and said I was getting an abortion well obviously I didn't and my mom and Danny found a house to rent and we move and everything is obviously still horrible. My mom started to grow on this beautiful baby growing inside me and was always talking about the stuff she'd do with her first granddaughter and I loved it. Now back to my dad and my boyfriend, my dad was also on heroin, got kicked out of his apartment and my bf is back at his parents house and we're back to talking otp. Danny couldn't afford the house by himself and my bf had a job so Danny and my mom wanted to talk to me one night and said we think Ryan should live here and he can pay some rent Ryan said yes and he ended up living there.....bad idea probably worse idea ever Danny was never home my mom got really sick and she had heart valve replacement surgery in 2014 and she had to get it again this year and she was just so sick and the day of her surgery Danny was high past out on the kitchen floor when he needed to be there....basically everything got even worse after that they kicked out ryan because ryan was trying to protect me from all the stress that could hurt the baby and during this time there was something called a polar vortex going on it was below negative in the winter and my mom ended up making me go out in the cold to wait for Ryan to come pick me up....we ended up staying at his moms house and that was horrible too because they do drugs there as well. We looked forever to find an apartment and I was so scared to have this baby in someone else's house especially like this in such a negative environment and the day of my babyshower we got kicked out again for not giving them money and Ryan got a phone call saying we can move into our new apartment that was the one good thing that happened that whole pregnancy....so we got our apartment we're so happy and me and my mom are making amends from a far. Well the night my water broke my mom was the first person I called and she was there at the hospital with me through the beginning....but then Danny called and I could hear him screaming at her to get home right fucking now and she did....she left me.....I thought she would be back....but she wasn't.....20 hours of labor and not once did she come back....I had my baby without her. And ever since I've been so hurt....now her and my siblings are in Tennessee because she left danny after 2 years....I'm sorry this is so long but I just need to vent.....she wasn't there for me and that was the one thing I wanted.....