Heart broken again

Why is it I always seem to find the guys that want to "hang out" but never the ones that want to take me out?? Why do I always end up crying and feeling like I'm just not enough? I just want someone to come home to, why can't I have love in my life? Don't I deserve that?

I love my friends and family, they are amazing but I'm tired of my bestie telling me that I'll find the right one soon enough or being the only single one at family functions. I'm just kinda done with it all really