Just need to vent for a moment

J

Hey all,

I wanted to vent for a moment for whomever would like to listen. So my cycle is typically 27 to 31 days. But it veers toward 28 and 29 lately. It has been 11 months for us now and we’ve seen a fertility specialist for the first time a few weeks ago. Within that time frame I’ve had an hsg test done and given all my blood work that has been done by my OB to them. My husband has been tested by another fertility clinic before I found out my insurance through the military pays for infertility. He’s what they call an “over achiever” lol. In other words, he’s great. So before I had my HSG test I did a lot of research and I was so scared. All mixed feelings. I’ve ready that many woman become pregnant after HSG due to the “flushing” kind of clearing everything out. Well fast forward to my test. I have a left blocked tube 😔. But also read that sometimes flushing can clear them out. So now it just so happens that this HSG test was about a week and a half before O day. Yay right. So with a left blocked tube and hoping it would clear it I was optimistic. Then only thinking to myself, now how can I get that right ovary to ovulate, because the last few months it’s been my left. Go figure right. Well I’m still optimistic at this point. My O day approaches and I start cramping a bit before O day so I knew it was coming. But I always have O pain on the side o ovulate from the day prior. Well my husband had plans to be gone mid week through the weekend. So I figured we would do it before he left and I would pop down to wear he’ll be staying do it on o day because it’s my day off. Perfect. Well I took my OPK a few days prior and no joke it made my o day jump ahead like three freaking days 😫. So my supposed o day is today we had sex yesterday and it will be the only day now! But I said to myself let me just continue to use OPK and see if I get my peak because the one from yesterday was just high. So here it is my peak was this morning which means I’ll actually be ovulating in 24 to 36 hours and I was only able to have sex yesterday. I’m so sad that our timing was just off. I was so hoping with my HSG just a week ago this may have worked. Sorry for the long read.