Idk I give up ?

Mandi

I had my Tubal reversal in april and even tho it hasn’t been long I’ve been wanting and wishing for a baby for 5 years now. Fr said I shouldn’t have any problems bt after straightening out my thyroid and low progesterone issues and trying clomid still nothing. Technically in my tww right now bt I just feel defeated. I feel it’s not in the cards for me and broke down crying before the gym today. I want to take a break bt it’s so hard to lose a possible chance. Plus hubby has low sperm count so I feel we’ll never experience a child together 😢 I have 3 from previous and he has none. I feel so bad cz he wants a child so bad bt he refuses any intervention. Says if it don’t happen naturally then oh well. I want to accept it bt I want a sibling for my kids so bad!