Sad Rant

I lost my job, my apartment, and my insurance. I need a surgery that costs $16,000 after what my insurance was going to pay. It’s way more than that without insurance. It’s been a struggle for the last 4 years but I finally was getting shit together like having a nice place to live, paid off my car, being able to afford groceries, and actually liking my job, then the new manager decided he didn’t like me and then lied about me to get me fired. I can’t bear to be around my friends because it’s embarrassing to admit how I feel and everything that’s going on. Also I feel stupid for not being successful at life. Oh and it’s my birthday tomorrow, yay me!