I started Xulane on Saturday so I’m almost to the end of my first week. I started it the first day of my period. But I’m crazy my brain is literally on fire if that makes sense. I honestly don’t know if I’m crazy because I’m just manic (I’m dx bi polar), I could also just be stressed from school, the birth control itself, or my period. I started thinking about suicide and stuff again. Not actually going to do it I don’t want to die but it’s like my brain just automatically goes there now a days when I get into these times. I really think I might just be super duper stressed because I also smoked last night which I NEVER smoke on a weekday because of work. Has anyone ever tried the patch and just mentally fallen off their rocker? I need this birth control to work so I think I’ll give it time before I stop using it to even itself out but geez I feel insane!!