Transvaginal ultrasound

So following my really bad endo flare they want to do an ultrasound to confirm no cysts. However I’m having a transvaginal ultrasound (camera up) I haven’t had one of these while I’ve been awake only during my surgery. I’m bricking it as it could also be a male I’m 22 and the idea of it is making me really uncomfortable. Please can some ladies give me some comfort is it awful?