Am i wrong

nika • 2🙎🏽‍♀️🙎🏾‍♀️ daughters * 2MC and hoping to have a 🌈👶🏽 soon 🤞 then my family will b complete .

I want a baby but after suffering 2x Mc and continuing on ttc, i just feel like giving up and not trying anymore. I feel like its nvr gonna happen so why keep putting myself thru this heartbreak. Im 32 ill b 33 in dec. So my time is ticking. Why is it so hard to just b happy on this so called journey. Am i not allowed to be a mother of 3. A piece of me breaks every month when i see AF