Spotting 9 dpo

Just needing to vent.. 9 dpo today and saw light pink cm when I wipe after bm. My emotions are all over the place. I feel sad, worried, anxious, and just tired. Spotting like this, this early has usually resulted in early AF or more recently it was the start of pregnancy that resulted in miscarriage after spotting for 5 days. This will be our 8th cycle of ttc for #3. Guess we will see what happens.