I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore. I’ve been with this girl for like four months and we’re engaged. In the time we’ve been together she’s been forcably injected with meth, locked in a closet and raped repeatedly, raped in a walmart parking lot while high on crack and weed, raped while waiting to buy crack. She tried to commit suicide by swallowing a bottle of valium and trashed my parents house while they were out of town. She gave me crack and told me it was concentrated THC and I believed her and now I’m hooked on it. We were given some bad fake molly and she raped me while I was high, now we’re on our way half way across he country to get away from the drugs. I’m not going to have a job when we get there, I owe massive amounts in payday loans that she encouraged me to take out so we could buy more crack, I’ve pawned my tv and xbox and I don’t know what to do. I love her so much but I’m going through withdrawals so bad right now, my back, kidneys, neck and head hurt, I keep coughing so hard I throw up. I keep asking to go to the hospital but she says we’ll go when we get where we’re going but we’ve been on the road for 16 hours and haven’t left the state. I’m scared and I hurt and I don’t know what to do. I love her so much but I’m so scared I’m going to get hurt more.