I use to have close friends that I could confide in about everything but my fiancé started pulling me away from them because their opinions of him wasn’t great. He hangs out with every guy he is cool with and sometimes older women (while at work) but I don’t have that option. I’m a SAHM with 4 kids and the 5th is on the way, and I find myself being bored and depressed because I have no one to talk too! I just want a social life because he doesn’t like me on Facebook, Snapchat, or instagram. So my only “escapes” are YT and the <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">pregnancy apps</a>! Ugh I’m so bored and we don’t talk about anything except his work, work and work!! I had 6 interviews which he interfered with and I couldn’t go. I feel stuck and trapped and tired of this relationship

UPDATE***

So I tried to talk to him, but being the big pregnant crybaby I am I couldn’t even express it clearly. But what I did manage to blurt out he took completely the wrong way! He told me he can’t fix how I feel and it’s his job to be around people!! I asked what about me and how I want to be able to breathe without the kids for a few hours and he took it as if I’m saying their a burden 😡😡 he is hardly here and complains that I ask too much but I just want to feel pretty and be able to enjoy my pregnancy instead of making sure things are perfect for him to have a smooth work day!!!! Now I’m alone in our bed room Bc he was yelling over me the whole time and laughing at my tears!!!