A lot on my mind. 6wks 4days.

Emily • 5-13-16 🌈 👧🏼 💗 2-09-21 🌈 👦🏼 💙 Due: April 13, 2022 👦🏼💙
 So today is kinda an emotional day for me. I'm so happy I get to see my baby for the first time today. I'm also terrified. I have had 5 MCs plus a uterus correction surgery. The doctor gave me a 4month wait on trying to conceive and put me on a hormone treatment for that long. I waited 7 months before trying to conceive. Now we are pregnant and today is my I eat ultrasound.  I have my mom coming with me and maybe my sister. I just don't want this ultrasound to be another nightmare. I just want this pregnancy to be the one. My rainbow baby. My SO and I want this so bad. 
I just needed to vent my feelings out on all this. Sorry.