Everywhere I look there's something triggering for me. I'm currently 5 weeks. All I want is a happy healthy baby and pregnancy! I can't even watch YouTube without it suggesting stillbirth stories (these are very triggering due to my sister having a stillbirth with her first child, Gracin, and I was present for the entire thing)... Every twinge or little cramp I feel makes me anxious. I know all is well. My levels are good and we have an ultrasound on the 19th but I wish there was less out there about the potential of bad and unfortunate events occurring in my face. I hope I'm not the only one feeling this way. 😕