Trying not to be that person...

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My husband I have been off birth control since January, and have actively been trying to conceive since April. I started using ovulation strips within my last two cycles with no luck. It's been frustrating and I know these things take time, but it's still hard each month.

Today at work one of my coworkers announced she's pregnant in a meeting she called. I'm very happy for her, I think I'm more so just sad for myself. I'm trying to not be the person who runs someone elses day, I'm in a weird headspace from today. Does it make me a bad person to feel like this?