I need to vent for a minute

I’ve been knowing my husband for some time now. We’re about to make 2 year being married.. I’ve known him for almost 5 years now. I recently discovered he has a porn addiction and he likes cross dressing and is super nasty when it comes to making love.. I don’t judge him for this, but it does make me think a little. I love him so damn much but I’m such a jealous wife. If a female is too close to him, I will walk between them or say something. I am very territorial when it comes to my man. I know he loves me and all that, and I have confidence. But I’ve lost him twice before and I just don’t want to ever lose him again. But I am so against the porn he watches. He hides it from me, lies to me about watching it, and he tries to delete everything before I see it. But he is constantly looking up girls and sometimes guys and watching them. I know I need to pray about this, I know I do. But what else am I suppose to do? This has bothered me for as long as I can remember. Because I have had bad experiences with porn and guys. Each time resulted in a breakup or worse. What do I do? I’m going to start praying.