Worried i might be pregnant

I took the pill for 5 ish months and i got migraines because of it so i went off it. I never had unprotected sex but never had the chance to get to the doctors to get a new type. when i was on the pill my periods were also very irregular so i stopped tracking them, so now i have no idea when its due. Im worried i might be pregnant, i have been bloated the last couple days but its gone down now, i just need someone to tell me im being stupid and to be patient😫 after every time we have sex we check the condom and as far as we know its never broke, am i worrying for nothing 😫 i know i need to but i dont want to take a pregnancy test because i dont know how i will react if it is positive😭