5 weeks and anxious

This is my first pregnancy and it was planned but i didn't expect it to happen so soon.

When i found out i was pregnant i felt anxious and more so in denial. Still waiting for the blood test to confirm 100% im pregnant but i did have 3 postive home tests.

Anyone else felt anxious or in denial?

I feel so bad that i am not excited yet and instead feel anxious.

But when planning i was excited.