RANT RANT RANT

Well let me start by asking, any other single mamas out there?

How are y’all copping? Happy or just getting by?

My now ex, broke it off with me. So here I am 22 weeks along and he has blocked me on al forms of communication. Facebook messenger, phone and he even went so far as to block my damn email. 😂 it’s so childish that it’s actually funny.

Wanna know why???? INSECURITIES. Neither one of us had Snapchat.... or so I thought. He randomly called me up Monday morning, mind you, I’m at work. Starts cussing me out saying he found my Snapchat account and I’m cheating and blah blah blah.

I don’t have a Snapchat and I don’t see why I would ever need one. I’m 24 years old, full time job, full time in school and I have a two year old son. I don’t even pee alone when I am home with my son so SOMEONE TELL ME WHEN IM CHEATING. So all the time he’s cussing me out, I’m just sitting there half ass listening waiting for a break in the yelling, FINALLY, he stops and says “ARE YOU GONNA ANSWER ME”? I calmly say “why are you on Snapchat”?. When I tell you it was silent😂😂😂😂😂

I already caught him talking to one girl a couple weeks ago so I honestly knew something has been up with him. We’re long distance. About 7 hours between us. And like I said I’m pretty wrapped up in my life right now with being pregnant on top of everything else.

I can honestly say, this girl is FINALLY happy! I’m not being accused and constantly questioned. He would call, text and look at my location 24/7. It wasn’t healthy and I obviously didn’t want to end it for our kids but I can honestly say I never cheated or even came close so him breaking it off after all he’s put me through is like a sign of relief.

I thought with pregnancy hormones I would be a wreck having to do it alone but it’s the opposite. My skin is clear, I get 8 hours of sleep without someone calling me at 11 pm drunk asking me where I am, it’s just nice.

The only thing making me upset is damn greys anatomy 😅 gets me every time.

Thanks for reading!