Exhausted

Elizabeth

So I’m 38 and I would love to have a baby of my own. I have pcos and finally about 4 years ago my periods finally became regular the dr said if I lost weight I would get pregnant easy ... I feel defeated because I lost 100 lbs and still no baby.. I feel like I’m not even able to do what god put me here as a woman to do.. well last month my period came like normal but was very light this month it came a week early and was also light but only lasted for 3 days ... a week later today my stomach is cramping and I feel exhausted ... don’t want to take a test because I don’t want disappointment to make me feel like an even bigger failure... finally have a great man and would love nothing more than to have a baby with him ... advice pleaseeeewwww