I’m around 4 weeks currently and have a 2 week wait for my first ultrasound. My first pregnancy resulted in miscarriage with a blighted ovum. I’m terrified it’s going to happen again. I’m trying not to be attached and think that I’m pregnant, but my mind keeps wandering to what if the ultrasound comes back great and I really do get to have a child. I fear ultrasounds so much. Last time they just kept quiet and then said they wanted to do as transvaginal ultrasound and I just laid there and was like “do you see it better now”, hoping for reassurance and she just kinda said “yeah” and that was it but never invited my SO in to look, so I left in tears both that time and the next wondering what is going on. I don’t really have any symptoms, nor did I last time. Please share any hopeful stories you had. My heart is getting weaker by the day and I’m trying not to stress but another loss will devastate me.