I feel lost

Zinhle • starting again

I have finally walked away from my marriage which has been abusive for 3 years, but I feel lost and guilty because we have a 2 month old son and I feel bad that he has to grow in such a dynamic. The sad part is that I didn't want to leave even after he and he's mother ganged up on me telling how much of a horrible mother and person I am. But I did, I'm scared can a raise a gentleman in my own? I keep crying I'm so sad.