Dear blueberry,

This is your Mom writing. I know you’re far more aware of me than I am of you. I’ve been lucky to only have sore breasts and intermittent nausea and cramping so far. I’m scared, my dear blueberry. I’m scared I won’t be good enough for you. Or what if I don’t have enough love in my heart for your daddy, fur-siblings AND a baby? I’ve never done this before and I’m scared I’ll do it all wrong. I’ve wanted you so badly and for so long and I’m so happy you’re mine. But stick with me through it all, okay blueberry? I promise I’ll be the very best Mama I can be, and I’ll do my very best not to let fear drag me down!