🙃 I 🙃 hate 🙃 the 🙃 two 🙃 week 🙃 wait 🙃

Am I addicted to peeing on a stick and staring at it forever? Yes. Do I logically KNOW the test will be negative? Yes. Does that help me not take a test? No. Not at all. I really wanna test but I KNOWWWWW at this point it would DEFINITELY be negative. Ugh. Just need to wait until at least 9DPO but even then it’s still early. I’m going crazy. 5 miscarriages makes a person crazy 😭