Last month I went through my boyfriends phone and on his Snapchat he was messaging premium sex snapchats trying to see how much they charge. And long story short I almost broke up with him but we had a long talk about everything and he agreed to go to a therapist with me.

But now I feel like shit when we have sex like I’m doing something wrong. Even though I try to be fun 😞 we’ve been together for 5 years.

***EDIT: I forgot to mention that we have a 3 month old baby. So I’m super insecure about myself because what if he was doing this shit while I was pregnant. How can you do that after you have a baby?