I’m not sure if I am... but I’m terrified I’m pregnant. I’m almost 21, in the middle of finishing my college degree in a 2 year relationship with my boyfriend whom I love very much.

We had sex on Sunday (2 days into my fertile window although we were not aware of this.) and he came in me. It’s my fault because I said he could because we’ve never done that before. And yes, he was not wearing a condom. Very stupid but it happened and there’s nothing I can do to change it now.

I did some research on plan B after I took it only 2 hours after we did it. I’m scared that there’s a possibility that it may have not worked and we are no where near ready to have our own child... I don’t think I’d be able to go through with an abortion either if it came to it. I’m going to take a pregnancy test this weekend and see what the results are, my period is a little wonky for when it shows up and ismtsupposed to come for around 12 days but I feel very anxious right now.

I’m too scared to talk to anyone about it and my Boyfriend tries to reassure me saying I’m probably worried about nothing... I want to believe him but I’m still unsure.

It’s stupid to say but please no hate. I already know we made a bad decision but I feel like I have no one else to talk to about this. Our parents we live with do not know we’ve had sex. My mother who I don’t live with does, but I haven’t shared this concern with her in fear that she might tell my parents.

I don’t have any female friends I trust here to share my fears with nor would I tell my guy friends.

I just need some support even if it’s from people I don’t know....

From a scared college student who isn’t ready to be a mom yet, please send good energy or vibes my way... and let’s hope my test comes back negative.

Update:

I got my period super early, very unusual for me but I’m grateful. Thank you for those who showed me support and for being kind. Thank you ❤️