So this is my bf and I first vacation ever. We are visiting our family in Mexico. On our way to the airport he was very impatient because he was having weed withdrawals. He would get annoyed of everything.

Once we got to our destination he bought condoms cause I was ovulating. I practice fertility awareness. He refused to wear one and I didn’t want to have sex anymore. He was so mad he threw his clothes away and told me to get the fuck out of his room. At that point I was shaking and scared because he tried sticking his penis inside. I got dressed up and walked out. He chased me down and called me a bitch. I slept in the other room and he came crying to me begging for forgiveness. I’m such a stupid girl that I forgave him.

Today he drank so much and was spilling his drink on my feet. I told him to calm down. He hugged me and threw his drink away. Out of nowhere he wanted to start fighting. His cousins came over to cool him off. He punched the hood of the car and began getting violent. They took him for a walk and he came back cooled off. At this point I was pissed. I didn’t want to hold his hand. I told him I was done with him and he began screaming at me. His cousins were holding him back and he was screaming to me “come bitch so I can fuck you up” I got so scared I ran. He began to chase me but his cousins took him to another house.

You guys I’m so scared I never knew he was like this after being together so long. I wanna book my flight back to California 😭😭😭 it’s 1am and I’m scared to wake up and see him