Worried and helpless

Kesha

So I’m 5 weeks and 4 days pregnant according to the app. I had some very light spotting pinkish brown just when I wiped two separate days last week and just one time. I have still been obsessively taking hpt because they give me comfort. My doctor doesn’t want to see me until I’m 10 weeks for the first time!! I took not one but two hpt this morning and they were negative. I am beside my self. I have not had a negative hpt since June. Have a miscarried? I’m still not bleeding. I am terrified and I don’t know what to do other than cry which isn’t helping!