I’ve been with my boyfriend for three years now. I’m turning 25 this year and my goal is to start trying to conceive. My boyfriend isn’t on the same page. I feel like he doesn’t have the want to have another baby since he already has two from a previous relationship. I don’t want to take it personal but I can’t relate. I don’t have children, and I want some of my own. I want to be a mom, carry my own child. But I feel like he’s already done this so he doesn’t want to do it again, at least not as desperately as I do. I know I’m only 24 but I’m a ticking clock, I’m not going to be fertile forever. More so, I don’t want to look back years from now, thinking of how I wasted my time waiting for him to be ready for a baby with me. I love his kids, but they’re not mine. I want my own. I can’t even bring up pregnancy or marriage conversations with him anymore since he gets easily aggravated by them. He just says he wants kids but not now. I’m sorry, I love him so much but I also love the idea of being a mom. So I think it’s time to make a decision of which I love more. I’ve already lost three years, I don’t want to lose anymore.