so I found out I was pregnant in December of last year and ended up having a termination due to financial reasons in January I was 8 weeks along and I am emotionally broken from this I didn't want to do it at all but didn't have a choice. I had the pills and passed the baby on the toilet. well I ended up getting a infection in my womb what lasted for 4 weeks and had to go to theatre. I have 2 children who are 10 and 6 and will not be having anymore because my husband has had a vasectomy. I know i am a shitty person and trust me I carry the guilt every day I'm on antidepressants now as i cant cope with what I have done. I just can't seem to move on and its killing me I cant look at baby stuff or anything like that without wanting to cry. I hate myself everyday. I just want to move on