It’s been two years since we started trying. In that two years and I can’t tell you how many days and nights I’ve cried, toiled and my soul has felt wracked with grief. At about a year ttc we had two sister in laws and my sister announced pregnancy. The feelings and things that we have experienced has been so hard. Recently we spoke with a doctor and decided <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> or <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> was our next step. We decided to take some time, get out bodies into shape and “recover” along with gear up for procedures. We have been doing great, loosing weight, making good habits, but not tracking it trying at all. When you try diligently for two years, having a baby seems so out of reach. So much so that this morning when I saw a second line on a test I’ve take a million times, I literally had to hold my shaky arms out on the counter to keep me from collapsing. Time stood still, I’ve never heard or felt my heart beat so loudly or fast. 4 tests later and we still don’t feel like it’s real IS THIS REAL LIFE!? Just when we stopped trying (two months) just when we thought we would never be parents. Our miracle bean was planted.

Moral of the story, no mater what doctors say, it’s in God’s hands 100%

STAY HEALTHY AND STICKY BABY!