My baby was due today

I’m sad and feel like nobody cares. I don’t even know if my husband realizes today is the day even though we just talked about the date coming up.

When I lost my baby, my mom was being so supportive and then my sister announced her *very early* pregnancy and my mom never said another thing to me about my loss even though she knew I was going through medical issues and was emotionally destroyed. It created this massive rift between me and my family because my sister has always been their favorite and when they blew me off in the middle of a miscarriage, I finally called them out. They blew that off and now the relationship feels gross.

I feel like I have no support other than my husband, my best friend, and my therapist. After the crap way my family treated me I didn’t want to tell anybody else and now I kind of regret it because I feel so alone. So here I am posting anonymously on an app because I need to get it out of my system.