I’m out already, I just know it ☹️

My SO and I have only BDd a couple of times this week. I was certain that I would ovulate on cycle day 13 or 14 as I typically always do. I bought OPK strips and they were staying the same. I figured I tested too late and already ovulated... fantastic! WRONG!

Last night, I got this cramping feeling on my right side which in my gut knew it had to be ovulation coming. I ran to the bathroom, did an OPK and I got this

Blazing F*cking positive and of course, my SO had already been drinking for most of the day so we couldn’t BD because he won’t finish if he’s been drinking. Said we will go this morning (ovulation day). Here it is, almost 11am and we didn’t BD. I went to the bathroom and my cervix is already closed and my CM is back to creamy.

Pretty sure I’m already out this month. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. 😭