Woke up crying. Literally. I'm so tired of making bottles I just want to sleep for once! I'm waking up angry everyday and my two year old doesn't make it any easier. No one calls or texts ask if I'm OK, do I need a break, get me out the house nothing. I'm in the house 24/7. Only step out to do something important THAT IS ALL. I feel like I'm going to die or go crazy in this house. I really do. I take care of them and look at these white walls allllllllday longgggggg. I'm stressed financially also. A whole nother week until baby gets his shots, so a whole nother week that I cannot work due to no babysitter. ( because he can't go to daycare til those shots ) I'll only have the last two weeks of August to work and get rent for September. Plus my two year olds birthday is September 7th. I probably won't even have money for that! This is crazy. I literally have no one but myself. Never seen my life being like this. I'm hanging on and being strong as I can to not go into depression or anything like that. But it is HARD, I just want to cry every second.