I've had early losses so since we made it past 12 weeks and then 20 weeks I've been worried about having a stillbirth. I'm obsessed with his movements and I have intrusive thoughts for example, his nursery is done but what's the point as he we wont get to bring him home. It is causing me so much distress. I already see a mental health nurse but nothing helps. I then wonder if these thoughts are signs he will die. I'm an anxious mess. Please be kind to me. I cant cope with judgments x