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So hey guys first of all I’m gonna say a little something so a year ago I started a new job and at first I was scared because it was gonna be my first job and it was time to adult I had barley graduated from highschool so I didn’t wanna enter the first day but I was like ehh fuck it I didn’t plan on falling for someone so the first month passed and the second month as well the last days of September I noticed a guy who was very cute and he would make me wake up every day to work he would make me feel very excited and happy for the next day of work I would even go to over time just to see him bad thing is that I’m super shy and not confident to talk to him long story short I out pointed myself for personal reasons and I got fired trust me it was the most saddest day of my life I was so sad but I thought maybe he wasn’t for me but i prayed to God that I hope I could go back and see him someday the people from the Job told me I if i wanted to go back I had wait at least 6 months and oh my god that was so long it’s incredible that in those 6 months I always thought about him I prayed to god to take care of him and guide him anywhere he goes one night in April I had a dream where God talked to me and I dreamed that I was at my old Job where the guy works and he told me that my future husband is on the way it’s crazy that I dreamed about my old job and he told me so idk why that give me hopes that maybe the guy God was talking about was the guy from work so on May I got called that I had an interview with them and I was shocked 😮 and here I am back at my old job the 1 st week I was there we saw each other and not gonna lie he would stare at me 2nd week when I was trying to hide from him he would literally try to find me just to stare at me I asked people what was his name and stuff but they told me he had Autism and that he’s not married and I honestly don’t care he has autism i like him and I want to get to know him he seems very shy like me but man he is so cute and I wanna talk to him but don’t know what to talk to him about I’m not confident at all so what do you guys think about my dream and if I should talk to him or not ? Bad thing is that I’ve never looked at a guy the same that I look at him I imagine my future with this guy💙😭😭😭